My summer schedule makes it nearly impossible for me to post regularly on my blog. Whenever I do have a few moments to sit and plan and write, I always feel the urge to sit down and let my writing pour out. Unfortunately, I have too many other responsibilities to make that possible. I had just a moment – not long enough to post anything new, but thought I would share one of my sermons. We are in the midst of a study of the movies and last week I preached from the Wizard of Oz. Our theme for the summer movie series is entitled, “Our Deepest Longings,” and in it I am considering how movies prick our hearts at their deepest level. All of our other studies are of more recently released movies, but months ago when I conceived this series, I had a real tug on my heart to preach this message from The Wizard of Oz. It spoke a lot to me, and I hope you can find something moving it in as well. Our sermons our posted online, but unfortunately, I haven’t had time to upload them in the past few weeks. I hope to catch up soon.
We leave in just over two weeks for New York City and my final doctoral class – then things will begin to settle in for the fall rush. Until then, here’s some musings on Home.
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Longing for Home
Sunday, July 7, 2013
When it comes to remembering my dreams, I’m a total failure. I have heard from psychologists much smarter than me, that I have to dream, otherwise I would go crazy, so either I am insane (which would explain a few things) or, apparently, I am having dreams every single night, but I almost never remember them. And when I do remember them – I get excited. I wake up and tell Mary Beth – I remember my dream! And as I begin to recount it to her . . . it’s really hard to remember the details, and slowly my words trail off – it’s like I was dreaming on an Etch a Sketch. I realize that even when I “remember” my dreams . . . I don’t remember them very well.
Even those of you who do remember your dreams very well, for the most part, by the next day or week, you don’t remember anything about it. You’ve completely forgotten the dream. You’ve had other dreams to replace that one. No doubt there are probably exceptions, and a few of you right now may be thinking of a dream you had years ago or a journal of strange dreams you keep – but for the most part, dreams come to us like a Snap Chat message – it’s here for a few seconds – and then gone.
At the risk of entering the dangerous waters of psycho-analysis, most people realize that dreams somehow channel our deepest longings. That they matter. When we dream, it is the opportunity for our subconscious to let us know what it’s been thinking. Most of us probably stay busy enough that we may not even realize that we’ve been thinking about certain things in our deepest places, but they often come out in our dreams. Dreams are important, and interpreting dreams is an important part of psychiatry.
Our dreams are very much tied up in the movies. Our movies appeal to our subconscious and, as has been my premise throughout the past few weeks, movies speak to us at that deep level – they reveal our deepest longings. And so we’ve talked about our destiny and about redemption. Today we take a break from the more recently produced movies, and go back to one of the best known classic movies, The Wizard of Oz.
Dreams, of course, figure greatly into The Wizard of Oz. The audience is taken on this hour and a half journey, only to find out in the end, “You were there, and you were there,” and we had all been brought into Dorothy’s dream. But just as our dreams tell us something, Dorothy’s dream tells her something and – I believe – tell us something.
We dream, typically, to see the world the way that we want to see the world. N. T. Wright uses this realization to help argue for the existence of God. Why is it that we all have this longing in us for things to be the way they are supposed to be? Why do we know injustice when we see it? Why do children scream, “That’s not fair!” when they have yet to learn what is fair and what is not? How do they just know?
How does it happen that, on the one hand, we all share not just a sense that thereis such a thing as justice, but a passion for it, a deep longing that things should be put to rights, a sense of our out-of-jointness that goes on nagging and gnawingand sometimes screaming at us – and yet, on the other hand, after millennia of human struggle and searching and love and longing and hatred and hope andfussing and philosophizing, we still can’t seem to get much closer to it than peopledid in the most ancient societies we can discover?
There is this longing of discontent that exists in the deepest recesses of every human being. Even on our best days, even in our happiest moments, there is this feeling of fleeting – that those feelings are gone as quickly as they arrived. This desire for things to be better, for people not to hurt other people, for beauty to be complete, for our needs to be fully met, for loved ones to be returned to life, for pain to cease . . . and on and such a list goes.
The Wizard of Oz is a movie about such a place. A place where the scarecrow gets a brain, the tin man gets a heart, and the lion gets courage. A place where the wicked witch is defeated and the road ahead is an easy-to-follow yellow-brick-road. But even such a place does not fulfill Dorothy’s deepest longings. She just wants to go home.
Home is more than a house or a hometown. As the old folk saying goes, “Home is where the heart is.” The ironic thing about “home” is that you can’t ever really go home, can you? Home is this elusive idea of things being set just right, just the way you want them to be, just the way you remember them – but, home seems to always be just out of reach.
You go to your childhood home just to be reminded of how few things there are to do there. You go to your high school’s homecoming just to be reminded of how different things are now. You go to your home – your house now – just to be reminded of all the household chores that are waiting for you. In all of our quests, we are reminded that this is not home.
When we close our eyes, when we tap our heels together three times and recite, “There’s no place like home, there’s no place like home, there’s no place like home,” what is home? Is it where you grew up? Is it your childhood house? Your grandparents house? With your grandparents who have passed away? With your parents who are gone? A child who has passed away? In the hospital room at the birth of your first child? Your wedding day? What is it your longing for? Where do you want to go back to? Into the arms of your mother who took care of all of your needs when you were a baby? To a previous time in your marriage when you didn’t fight so much?
We have this longing inside of us – we understand where Dorothy is coming from – but we also realize that Kansas isn’t all that it’s cracked up to be. Home is more a feeling and a deep longing than it is a reality in and of itself. How many times have we felt like we just needed some time at home – maybe back home with your parents or in your old town, or wherever, and you get there – and you just can’t quite find what you’re looking for.
It’s because this world is not our home. Listen to Jesus’ words to his disciples in John 14 as he is preparing to be taken away and crucified, listen if he doesn’t seem to be speaking to this very notion of home.
Read John 14: 1 – 14.
In our discussion of longing for home, we get at one of the most fundamental and important theological teachings in the Bible: the already and not yet dichotomy of God’s kingdom. On the one hand, this world is our home. We pay its taxes, drive on its roads, listen and help create its music, watch its movies and television shows, inhabit its environment, love its people, work towards change and the betterment of all who live here, etc. etc. Clearly, this wonderful and beautiful creation is from God and we are here to love and enjoy it.
And at the same time, we have this innate realization that it is not complete. This world is not my home. Jesus was going to prepare a place for his disciples. If we push this text too far, we may think that there is an escape route and that all will be destroyed and God’s kingdom has nothing to do with this place. However, if we push too far the other way, we fail to realize the utter brokenness of this place. And how we long for another place.
Our deepest longings for home will never be satisfied by high school homecomings or family reunions. Home is bigger than that – deeper than that. Genesis explains that man was created in the image and likeness of God. We will never truly be home, until we are with him.
Read 1 Thessalonians 4: 13 – 18.
This is one of the most unique passages in the New Testament. It’s one of the few places that talks in detail about Jesus’s second coming. It’s this picture of Jesus coming to take us home. I don’t understand how it will happen, exactly. I don’t know all the ins and outs of the end of time, but this passage is a clear statement that, while there will be some continuity between this world and the next – there also will be some changes.
With all the many things that our lives grow full of, it can be easy to take our eyes off of this ultimate goal. We can be distracted from understanding of what home truly is. Home is such a powerful emotion – we listen to songs about it, we watch movies about it, we schedule events to try and promote it . . . but we must always be reminded of what exactly home is. Home is where our hearts are. And hopefully our hearts are with Jesus.
[Play Carrie Underwood’s video to the song “Temporary Home” to close.]